In the hustle and bustle in the ending of 2013 and the beginning of 2014, I find that I am posting a little late. While the picture was taken earlier, and the thoughts have been forming throughout the day, it finally comes together now, an hour and a half into the new year. Most of today had been spent pondering words. We hang on to them, listen to them, hear them, read them, write them, share them, cherish them. They are everywhere, and depending on the situation can mean so many drastically different things. Sometimes I fear them. Today started as one of those days. I sometimes have a difficult time getting the right words to come together to portray what I want them to. I've been known to mess things up simply by the words I've chosen to say. Lately, especially, I fear repeating some of those mistakes. I really don't want to mess up what's happening now. I'm afraid to use words, and have spent a lot of time just letting things be what they are. Today, this ended up working well. I know it can't stay like this forever, that I will need to find words and use them to continue going forward in my life, but now that the day is over and a new one, a new year even, is beginning, I can relax just a bit and know that words are okay. That I am ok. And I wish the same for you as this new year begins...a feeling of peace and calmness and joy that things will work out exactly as they are supposed to.
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